The Count down has begun

9 days left, till I get leid! :)

Lazy Day

Today was a lazy day. I had a pretty chilled day at work. I've got a few things lined up for tomorrow, but today, I am just going to chill.

Bring Your Child To Work?

So, who ever thought of "bring your child to work day" should be shot and hung. Ok... ok... maybe not hung... but maybe shot! No really. I like kids, but man having kids running around your work area all day... simply helps get NOTHING accomplished. Really. So everyone decides to bring their children today. Now, the age group that was "invited" were 6 through 15... so tell my why there were 3 and 4 year old, needy little rug rats crying and whinning for their nap. It's funny... but it sucked. Plus I had like six 5 year olds in my cubicle... FUN? Maybe.... I figured out... I enjoyed them more when I got them to do stuff for me. He he...

Finalmente!

Finalmente... my face has begun to clear up. With a little help from some prescription meds (compliments of Dr. Nowiki), I am no longer strutting what looked like the face of pre-teen gril about to hit puberty! I'm enjoying it.

When enough, is still not enough!

When is enough really enough? It's so hard to pinpoint, simply because everything has different means of measurement. I find it especially hard, measuring when it come to family. Most people with a large family, parents, grandparents, great grandparents, cousins, siblings, etc. might agree, that when it comes to family, you do the most you can to help them when they are in need, but should there be a limit. Should there, or is a limit to which a threshold is reached and eventually broken?

I wonder, if you continue to help someone, will they learn from their experiences/mistakes? Are we in fact cheating them from their experience?

On the bright side

Poeple suck. Really some people need to grow up. I Think I had this conversation a while back with Camden. But seriously, they do.

I've had to work on a group presentation with a FOOL for the past 6 weeks, and I am so done! SOOOOO done with him. Thank God, tonight is the last night!

Now on the brighter side...

While blogg surfing, I found the following quote... I love it!

"You can try the best you can
If you try the best you can
The best you can is good enough"

Optimistic, Radiohead.

My new vow

So I have a new vow... actually a couple new ones. Here they are:

1. Carry my camera everywhere... you never know what is worth a picture
2. Speak/read spanish more fluently (this came after I had a really hard time translating something that happend in english to spanish)

and that is it for now... If I think of more I will add them!

You left, Now I left

A voice full of remorse
Eyes full regret
You spoke and I listened
You left, I stayed

So much to say
I wanted to pray
Not for me, for you
You were gone, I was around

I have the strength
I fear your breath
You talked
I walked
This time, you stayed
I left

My ears closed
My heart beats
As you kept talking
I kept walking

No looking back
With a strut
I never looked lack

-FMG

Thanks Much!

It has always been hard for me to be "open" about my feelings or my emotions. I am (and have always been) a pretty independant person.... but today, or mainly the last couple of weeks, I've needed my friends more than anything.

Thank you, Amy, for listening, for that shoulder you've lent me, and most importantly... for being there when I've needed you the most.

MUA!