I feel her pain...
Yet I battle each day...
And every new morning...
My monster is still there.

Que bella flores

Ahhh...

What a great day! Let's start with the fact that I chose to not go in to work today. I woke up around 6:00am thinking I'm up... I'm up... Needless to say... I was NOT. Before I knew it, I it was 7:00am and was still... face down, belly down, with my dog lined up against my side in my cozy bed wraped in my goose down comfortor.... (by the way... I shoudl have been at work at 7:30) How, how, how.... could I leave my bed?

SO, I didn't...I called in. I slept in till about 9am waking up with that feeling of ahhhh while my eyes dazed slowly open... mind you, by this time, my faithful bed buddy had ditched me... I then layed in bed watching "I Love Lucy"... How I miss that show... I haven't seen it for a very long time. After that.... I hopped out of bed for a potty break and ran to my car and got the book (to which I was about 3 chapters shy of finishing yesterday) Jemima J. I ran back to my cozy bed and cracked it open.... I finished it in minutes.... no distractions, no disturbances... nothing... nothing at all to take my attention from being drawn into it... I was so drawn, by the end... I even shedded a few tears. It's a really great book. Anyway... I stayed in my PJ's till about 1pm. When I decied to get some breakfast.... or I guess technically it was more like a late lunch. I got some take out... When I got home I started listening to some music, chilled with my dogs and now here I am... updating....

Ahhhhhhh... :)

-Jus a little something I got from the book

Jemima J.

"...isn't it sometimes easier to pour out your heart to someone you hardly know, who won't judge you?"

... she had never felt what it was like to pine for someone, to lie awake all night praying they will notice you, to wince with pain when you realize they will never reciprocate your feelings.

it is a vicious cycle... 

EEEEKKKKKKK!!!!

I am to write a 2 page report on why I would, or wouldnt invest in The Gap... Analyzing it's 2001 financial reports vertically and horizontaly AND using their debt, activity and profitability ratios.... How... how... HOW... does one bull s*** around that?

The Notebook..

Something I picked up while watching the Notebook... a very depressing and slow movie... but still had some good thoughts....

"The best love is the kind that wakens the soul, that makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds... "

Unconditional Love... 

I can't remember

I can't remember all the times I tried to tell my myself

To hold on to these moments as they pass

-Counting Crows

Hmmmm...

It's has definately been a busy weekend. Spent most of saturday cleaning, hanging out with new friends, and catching up with old friends... It's is always interesting to me how some people come into your life for a brief period... yet have such a great impact on it.... and yet there are those that have been in your life for such a long time... you feel.... so, so close to them. We end up counting on both types equally.... We end up... confiding in them... equally!

The Lesson of the 5 Balls

Life is a game in which we are juggling five balls. The balls are called work, family, health, friends and integrity... and you are keeping them all in the air. But one day you finally understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. The other four balls... family, health, friends, integrity... are made of glass. If you drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered.

--James Patterson