Life is good..

Life is good... What can I say, I'm blessed with good health, good friends, descent family, a great job. I've hit one of the truly satisfying moments in ones life where everything is going good. I have a job I'm really really digging. My family is getting along and staying out of trouble... and lastly, but never least... I have a nice guy who has sprung in my life showing true, genuine interest in me... who'd a thought, huh! He's sweet, kind, and a hustler... all greatly appreciated qualities.... (sigh) As I said before... life is good....

I'll try not to forget

Sometimes I don't express my feelings,

not because I don't have them,

but because I tend to forget they are there...

I'll try not to forget.

I have realized

I have realized that sometimes we have great things offered to us, but because we don't want to lose or damage it, we consider not taking it. It's so hard to make a decision where you might lose a person that cares so much for you. But then again, is it fair to deprive yourself of something that just might be really worth it?

I admit it, I DID fuck up!

In my June 23 post I wondered if I had made a huge mistake... and now its clear...

I admit it. I made a huge mistake.

Not necessarily about leaving my original job, but about the company I chose to go with. It was unfortunate that I spent three months doing a job, that was not at all, in any way satisfying. And although some would call it a waste of three months, I truly believe those three months have given me a clearer understanding of what I don't want, and what I am not willing to accept from any employer. I also believe that it has brought out more strength in me that I knew I had. I am liberated. I have quit my job and am on the road to start something completely different. I am excited and a little worried, but confident that I will be successful in my new position.

Rollercoaster can be good... right?

Its been a rollercoaster of a week... but finally, I have hit the end.

Things are now... ephasize the NOW.. somewhat back to normal.
I start my new job Tuesday and I have a new friend who is helping me through alot of this.

Some thoughts...

Are good things really worth waiting for?

If so, for how long?

Is it really true that when you work hard for something, you appreciate it more?