Why is it...

Why is it... when we finally get a hold on one part of our lives... the other starts to shrivel up?

I finally feel like my finances are in check. But yet... I know school has been pushed away and many friends have been neglected. I have to admit. I'm a bit lucky, most of my friends have been very understanding, and very supportive.... but for how long, is my question.

I have been through a couple more interviews. I have one, specifically, that I am really psyched for... and although I don't want to get my hopes up... I am really really hoping for it. I want this one so bad, I think that if they say no, my heart might just get a little hairline crack.

I hope to hear from them this coming week.