Can't be quiet anymore..

Henry David Thoreau wrote:
"The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation."

I think... maybe my desperation can't be quiet any more...

I've been feeling really low this week... not sure why...
I sometimes feel like I am alone...

I don't know how to describe it,

besides that I wan't to crawl into a whole and stay there...

until I am ready to come out....

I hope this will be done with soon...